why am i so weird?
i love being affectionate to other people. i love making other people happy and feel loved. since i am that way, you would think that i’m like that to people face to face but i’m not. i’m so awkward all the time even with my closest friends. i hate people touching me and i hate touching people, though i yearn for physical contact. when i was with my first boyfriend, i thought i would be into the whole pda thing. i couldn’t even hold his hand without him forcing me to. i just am so uncomfortable with people touching me and i’m so confused why i feel that way and why i have to force myself with everything in me to touch another person when i’m perfectly fine with showering people with love through technology. i used to think that the reason i don’t like touching people was because i care about them too much and i’m scared of “breaking them” bc that’s how i am with animals but i don’t think so bc that just sounds wrong. why am i like this? i know for a fact this isn’t normal. does someone have any ideas on why this is happening?
- THE BANNIBAL ONELv 73 weeks ago
It may have been when you were young.
A relative or another touched you and it was in your head
not to let it happen again.
- 3 weeks ago
Maybe it's obsessive compulsive disorder? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Obsessive%E2%80%93co...
- Anonymous3 weeks ago