Is this normal or weird my fetish and the cause ?
so when I was a teen and a little girl and teen my dad would spank me and kind ager abusive and leave hand marks on my butt
when a boyfriend would smack my butt it would remind me of that and I would be triggered so I told him to stop he kept doing it so I left him
so now I have a current boyfriend and he I feel safer with him and I deicddd to let him do this to me because he’s safe to me I feel better around him and it feels good and it can help me cope with my dads abuse
he will smack my booty and sometimes leave a mark but. I have control over it
i like feeling his dominance
ir does remind me of my past and it feels similar but in a safe way
and it vibrates my vagina he says
and he smack my booty and say my booty belong to himAnd it turn me on so much
3 Answers
- 4 weeks ago
Well it is like an established fetish so I would say it was typical, define normal? The rest of it dont know or want to really expend any effort on.