My mother may be dying.. What do I do now?

My mother is in the hospital and may be dying. I haven t seen her or spoken to her in more than ten years. After a lifetime of trying to have a decent mother/daughter relationship with her, I finally had to cut her off because of the way she made me feel about myself. I have always longed to feel her love for me... show more My mother is in the hospital and may be dying. I haven t seen her or spoken to her in more than ten years. After a lifetime of trying to have a decent mother/daughter relationship with her, I finally had to cut her off because of the way she made me feel about myself. I have always longed to feel her love for me and it has effected every aspect of my life. What do I do now?
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