Hi, I know this is going to be long to read, but I am in desperate need of some advice because that will help me make my decision...
It all started a week ago when my mom and dad got in a fight (verbal not physical of course) because of a person my dad dislikes and that person also happens to be one of my mom's best friends. I agree that my Dad said some very mean things to my mom and that it was his fault for overreacting. Since then my mom has been extremely sad and is always has a short temper.. I also noticed some strange behavior from her part. For example, yesterday she was very joyful and extremely nice to me, however, she completely changed her attitude today. This morning, she mocked me and all I said was "stop mocking me" but I raised my voice a little bit. She got all angry and started scaring me, she actually dug her nails deep in my skin and I was bleeding because of that. She then said that I am turning like my father, and that she doesn't want to live with me anymore and that she will throw out of the house and send me to live with my father.
Now this is the real problem: Many problems like this have occured and I can't stand it anymore, it's really starting to make me feel depressed and hopeless.
I still love my mom and no I won't call the police or something because I think it's wrong to do that to my parents... Now, I could either go live with my Dad, who is an incredible father and very nice to my brother and I but I have a lot of issues with that, my dad lives in a stupid country in which I have lived before, every electronic item costs way more than it costs where I'm currently living, I will probably end up in the same school I was before and I absolutely can't stand the people that go to that school and I will probably end up with no friends because I am just not like them.
However, even if I do apologize to my mom (even though I am most probably innocent), I am pretty sure the problem is going to happen again. I also have a lot of awesome friends where I live currently and the country itself is amazing. I know that because I have been living in this country for 4 years.
You see, my dad goes on business trips and comes back for 10 days every two-three months to see us. The thing that irritates me the most is the situation my 7 year old brother is going to be into. He's going to have to grow up without a dad and he won't be able to see his brother for such a long time.
Also, for the people who are wandering, I am 15 years old.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated, please guys, you are my only hope. I don't want to talk about this to my friends because I am inconfident of talking to them about my family problems because they know my family very well.