I've always grew up being fit. I always wanted to be model, but for the last 2-3 years I've been eating abnormally a lot. I never really gained weight, because I have a fast metabolism.
I don't just eat when I'm hungry. I eat whenever I'm bored or just feel like it. I also like to eat my feelings away.
I don't workout whatsoever. I often check how much I weight at least 2 times a day. If I gain a kilogram I starve myself until I lose weight, then eat again.
My family put lots of pressure onto me on being fit. My mom hates when I eat a lot and is scared I'd gain weight.1 AnswerDiet & Fitness1 year ago
I m a muslim female. My parents and great ancestors are all muslims.
I m scared to just say this out loud or even think it. I m.. doubting islam.. and gods existence.
I don t wanna feel like this at all. I don t like the fact that homosexuality is haram. And the fact that you can perform zina with only your wife and a slave? I also heard that it s forbidden to report rape?
I know I m only looking at the negative sides, I m not saying god is not real.. It s just too good to be true. Please slap some sense into me. I hate having these thoughts.Religion & Spirituality2 years ago