Should I just commit suicide and end my horrible life?

Question

I just hate my life right now. The problem is that I am really socially awkward with EVERYONE. I cant keep a conversation about anything. I am 19 years old in college and every single day I have been playing video games. I dont watch television, listen to music, read the news or anything. I used to be an ugly kid but I have suddenly grew into my looks and it seems like every single girl is suddenly trying to talk to me. The problem is that I am of course socially awkwad because of these videogames and when these girls talk to me they get turned off. People will constantly tell me stories about their life but I have absolutely have no stories to tell because of my no life playing video games all day. Yesterday I finally decided to exclude videogames out of my life. I dont like the feeling of being isolated from the world anymore. I just want someone to help me out on how to talk to people. It kind of seems like I just been born with an empty brain and dont know anything but videogames.

it just seems like I have no point in living if I cant even talk to anyone. I cant even talk to my own parents. My parents used to tell me to come from out of the basement and stop playing videogames so much but I never did. I suddenly see why they wanted me to.

Also there was this really pretty girl that kept looking at me in my biology class. Everytime I catch her,she would hurry and look at the teacher. I was also interested in her but I know for a fact that she will get turned down by the awkwardness. The last day of class was today and i tried so hard to just say hi but i could not do it. Now i will never see her again since this is college and i am really hurt to the point where i will just want to kill myself. I don't think i will EVER see a girl as pretty as her again :(. Please help though how can I talk to people and girls that i am interested when i am in class and the girls just walking on campus?.

Answer 1

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No. Get help. Think of those you would leave behind and how sad they would be.

Answer 2

NO! NO! NO! NO!
You may think that your life is crappy. I know lots of people whose life are crappy. Think about the homeless.

Answer 3

No. you need to ask someone for help because thinking about killing your self is horrible and scary you have your whole life ahead of you!!

Answer 4

please dont i know life may be bad right now but think about all the good things that will happe in the futur and how much fun you could have

Answer 5

No, please speak to someone you trust and talk things out. You will feel better for it :)
I hope you feel better soon x

Answer 6

Don't kill your self, is bad, and there is no reason to do it (l think, TL;DR)

Answer 7

I can prove to you the meaning of life and show you how to find it. [e-mail]

Answer 8

I don't think you should that's what i thought once because i was all ways so shy and i played video games all the time to. i just wanted to have a friend bad but i just had a hard time taking to people. Thats why i stared to try taking to people online to see what there life was like. I fond some freinds that were just like me and you and we started to do things like normale people do. I think you should at lest try to talk to people online to see what there life is like and maybe bacome freinds with them. Please to don't kill your self just give it a some time. If you can't find any freinds I'll be your freind. Good Luck! :)

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Answer 9

you should go outside and socialize more. Get the sun in your face and enjoy a nice swim. Don't be playing video games all day. It will suck you for hours and you wont have the time to talk to anyone. Hang out with other guys your age and have a boys night to go talk to girls.

Answer 10

you seem like an amazig person and dont commit suicide! also dont stop playing video games, thats makes you even more awesome! your 19 and dont have to get a girl right now, just enjoy some awesome years at college. im socially ackward too but u just need to be in an environment where people have lots in common with you. a really fun website for people like you and me is 9gag.com. you should really try it, its super fun and everyone loves video games. dont give up, your at the most care-free and amazing part of your life! :)