Im a fat *** that's always eating in the past two day I only ate dinner and barely any of it. All I want to do really stay in and be left alone but I don't wanna be alone either. If I'm with people I'm not thinking about her and once I leave literally 5 seconds later I'm thinking about her and sad again. I feel like I'll cry so Ive been wearing my sunglasses when I'm with people even at night.
You're depressed kid. It'll pass I promise. When my boyfriend of two years broke up with me out of the blue, I cried on and off for a good three months. I also stopped eating and found that i spent a lot of time laying in bed. It took me a long time to really move on. But I realized that being alone only made me feel worse. If you can hang out with friends or volunteer somewhere or do something that keeps you busy, you'll feel so much better during this time. I feel for you man. Cheer up. Heartbreak sucks but it's a part of life and you'll grow so much from it.