I'm a 15 year old girl. Recently, all the things that used to make me happy, doesn't mean anything to me anymore.I've pushed my friends and family away, they have let me down too many times. I have considered to try to kill myself. I feel sad all the time i don't see a reason why i should live. I just want to disappear. It seems that i can't trust anyone anymore. Nobody loves nobody pays attention to me. Even the one i i love the most my mom starts acting strange and she says that she loves me but we fight almost everyday. I just want to sleep and never ever wake up anymore..
Sounds to me like you might be clinically depressed. It isn't your fault, its a medical condition that can be corrected. You ABSOLUTELY MUST SEE A DOCTOR, preferably a psychiatrist, if you have considered suicide . That doesn't mean you're crazy, it just means your body doesn't make enough of the chemicals that allow you to enjoy life. It is completely fixable. I personally suffer from depression myself, so i know how real the negative feelings can be. But once you see a doctor and start getting treatment, you will be amazed at how things turn around. You are worth trying to fix the problem before you do something you can't reverse. Do whatever you have to do to get the medical treatment you need. Everyone gets sad, but wanting to die is not a normal part of sadness. It Really can be fixed, but you have to start by seeing a doctor. It doesn't usually get better on its own. You have to choose to get better because you are the one who is in control of your body. Seeing a doctor is the first step toward changing your entire life. Do it as soon as possible, and please don't do anything to harm yourself. Suicide Is for the weak. You are stronger than that. Taking control by getting real help is how you will prove that to yourself.
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